Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Yee En... I handed a msg to u right? Hope u really forgive me..Because I apologized through my heart...I really get hurt!!!!! So pain!! And i'm stress to live in this threating of the hacker..! *sigh
Just wants to say..... sorry Yee En.. I hope u forgive me & we're friend..:)
I dare to admit, i thought the hacker is u..Lol i hope u dont mind..i tell u this truth because i dont want to lie u anymore..sorry sorry..Actually,many times imma tried to friend with u.. but jsut dont know why we sure will argue and then many things happened..And, actually many times i used my truth heart to treated u.. But.......erm..... okay.. I'm sorry anyway Yee En.. nothing i can says anymore....Sorry


Even.....erm, Sorry to u too ya.. coz i angry on u just now... sorry... but i dislike u scolded me sucks=.= anyway.... same, ntg to say anymore... really i'm sorry to u.. hope u forgive me....if got chance, we hang out again and i wont treat u laitat anymore:) okay? we're bff leh^^
Ahaaaa..Says me suck?? Fine, u are suck than me anyway:D Whose the one betrayed me first? Ain't don't talk with u, but i'm really upset! Nowadays your style are same as her..So bullshit! Tell u, once u keep copy her style,u'll no more friends in your life..Seriously,i dislike u anymore! The last u was not like that..I loves the last u okay! I'm so sorry to u guys, because of my moody&upset made u guys no mood too..But when i saw HER i was disgusting..! Phew!!!! Dull&child!!!>.< XXX, i really never blame on u& says is u did it.. But, give me sometimes..U can't understand my feeling at all! U just knew u're innocent,ME TOO!! Those photos was in your phone,just only u had it even myself also don't have! Teach u, choose friend properly..Don't let someone to USE on you..I'm not sure is it I guessed correctly who is the hacker! But 90% i guess right:D Sorry for hurting u weh..I'm not blaming on u,hope u can understand...Anyway sorry for my rudeness to u:) Be happy okay? And sorry for guessing the hacker is your BEST friend:)

Hacker,wants me to apologize to u?? Okay i obey u ONE time,i'm sorry to u:) Wants your forgiveness:)

Now, i'm smiling,ahaaa! So weird right? How come I looks relax, I cried for WHOLE DAY i think was enough! Yesterday from on my way back home cried until midnight 2a.m..Today I cried for whole morning-afternoon! How suffer am I..U guys don't know that hurt,betrayed,pain,suffer,tired,sad,innocent&fish!!!! Today, i went to school but i never go inside my class,i stayed at Gan Shin's room for whole day.. Teacher knew what happened on me too& she let me rest 1day..How good! This kind of teacher 100% no more:D In the resting time,i cried again & again..Keep think opposite & no face to face any guys anymore..But end up i smiled:) I'm strong:D I went out with Gan Shin& played with her&keng gai with her&crazee with her....Gan Shin is the one who i loves the most in my church..I can see through she loves me duperb much through thee heart..No one,really no one will accompany me on midnight& came and visit me from PJ-Kepong..I do cherish u Gan Shin..I loves U..Huggies:) Lastly, thanks to ALL who supporting,helping,trusting,making me smile&etc....I do cherish u brothers&sisters....Huggies too:D God bless u all all the time:)


-The 2nd most wants to give thank is U...U're good to me& i knew u loves me much too..U help me a lots & settled the hacker..Thank you:) Hope u can be happy too:)

-To u serious guy!! Says me childish&keep smiling girl larh.. If not my childish makes u smile u'll smile?:DD If my childish can makes everyone smile, i willing to be childish lor:p Anyway thanks u too larh! * GOD ALWAYS BE WITH ME&U:)*

Everything was over! Do not worry much Chloe Chang:)
Is pain........Is hurt..........Is shameful.........Is suffer........Is sad.......
My feeling was just like......I can't stand up from a big hole that i fell&dropped..No one understand my feeling,my hurt,my pain,my shameful,my suffer,& my sadness except Jesus....... I felt like my life was full of darkness..Yes i'm just 14, why??? Just because of my 14years old i felt my life was sucks..How i gonna to be continue?? It's so pain enough!!! It's bitter that i never ever tasted!! I promised,i'll be strong...But, easy to says hard to do..!! I keep pretending strong in front of my friends but actually heart was crying..My innocent tears.....God will give back what u have done for me when the time has come..!! I really don't know what u will do the next, but i don't scare at all..Don't try to threat me anymore please..Suck u! U think who u are? Are not important at all child...I knew who u are anyway..Just i want to stop offend whoever..! Guys would not do such silly&lame things... Like u?? Bullshit=.= As u like and happy to post my *sexy,ugly,fat,tummy,shameful&etc...* , i don't scare.!! See who going to help u? I'm the innocent! I seriously get hurt, it taught me a lesson is to be more clever next time..Not to trust the fellow or even my friends... So bullshit..!
I'm so glad to have such buddies in my life..Especially my church buddies..They loves me so much that i could never know that..They worried me so much..They keep calling me and care of me..They prayed for me..They hugged me...I'm really glad to have u guys...I loves u all:) In my painful time, u guys accompany me, care me,hug me,makes me smile,help me,support me&etc..... That's what i need....The love.......from u all......:) Finally i knew how much my church buddies loves me.. School tomorrow,i really don't know how to face guys...So shame...!!! God..............Please,i beg u........*sigh

So pain.......