Yee En... I handed a msg to u right? Hope u really forgive me..Because I apologized through my heart...I really get hurt!!!!! So pain!! And i'm stress to live in this threating of the hacker..! *sigh
Just wants to say..... sorry Yee En.. I hope u forgive me & we're friend..:)
I dare to admit, i thought the hacker is u..Lol i hope u dont mind..i tell u this truth because i dont want to lie u anymore..sorry sorry..Actually,many times imma tried to friend with u.. but jsut dont know why we sure will argue and then many things happened..And, actually many times i used my truth heart to treated u.. But.......erm..... okay.. I'm sorry anyway Yee En.. nothing i can says anymore....Sorry


Even.....erm, Sorry to u too ya.. coz i angry on u just now... sorry... but i dislike u scolded me sucks=.= anyway.... same, ntg to say anymore... really i'm sorry to u.. hope u forgive me....if got chance, we hang out again and i wont treat u laitat anymore:) okay? we're bff leh^^

Ahaaaa..Says me suck?? Fine, u are suck than me anyway:D Whose the one betrayed me first? Ain't don't talk with u, but i'm really upset! Nowadays your style are same as her..So bullshit! Tell u, once u keep copy her style,u'll no more friends in your life..Seriously,i dislike u anymore! The last u was not like that..I loves the last u okay! I'm so sorry to u guys, because of my moody&upset made u guys no mood too..But when i saw HER i was disgusting..! Phew!!!! Dull&child!!!>.< XXX, i really never blame on u& says is u did it.. But, give me sometimes..U can't understand my feeling at all! U just knew u're innocent,ME TOO!! Those photos was in your phone,just only u had it even myself also don't have! Teach u, choose friend properly..Don't let someone to USE on you..I'm not sure is it I guessed correctly who is the hacker! But 90% i guess right:D Sorry for hurting u weh..I'm not blaming on u,hope u can understand...Anyway sorry for my rudeness to u:) Be happy okay? And sorry for guessing the hacker is your BEST friend:)

Hacker,wants me to apologize to u?? Okay i obey u ONE time,i'm sorry to u:) Wants your forgiveness:)

Now, i'm smiling,ahaaa! So weird right? How come I looks relax, I cried for WHOLE DAY i think was enough! Yesterday from on my way back home cried until midnight 2a.m..Today I cried for whole morning-afternoon! How suffer am I..U guys don't know that hurt,betrayed,pain,suffer,tired,sad,innocent&fish!!!! Today, i went to school but i never go inside my class,i stayed at Gan Shin's room for whole day.. Teacher knew what happened on me too& she let me rest 1day..How good! This kind of teacher 100% no more:D In the resting time,i cried again & again..Keep think opposite & no face to face any guys anymore..But end up i smiled:) I'm strong:D I went out with Gan Shin& played with her&keng gai with her&crazee with her....Gan Shin is the one who i loves the most in my church..I can see through she loves me duperb much through thee heart..No one,really no one will accompany me on midnight& came and visit me from PJ-Kepong..I do cherish u Gan Shin..I loves U..Huggies:) Lastly, thanks to ALL who supporting,helping,trusting,making me smile&etc....I do cherish u brothers&sisters....Huggies too:D God bless u all all the time:)


-The 2nd most wants to give thank is U...U're good to me& i knew u loves me much too..U help me a lots & settled the hacker..Thank you:) Hope u can be happy too:)

-To u serious guy!! Says me childish&keep smiling girl larh.. If not my childish makes u smile u'll smile?:DD If my childish can makes everyone smile, i willing to be childish lor:p Anyway thanks u too larh! * GOD ALWAYS BE WITH ME&U:)*

Everything was over! Do not worry much Chloe Chang:)

Is pain........Is hurt..........Is shameful.........Is suffer........Is sad.......
My feeling was just like......I can't stand up from a big hole that i fell&dropped..No one understand my feeling,my hurt,my pain,my shameful,my suffer,& my sadness except Jesus....... I felt like my life was full of darkness..Yes i'm just 14, why??? Just because of my 14years old i felt my life was sucks..How i gonna to be continue?? It's so pain enough!!! It's bitter that i never ever tasted!! I promised,i'll be strong...But, easy to says hard to do..!! I keep pretending strong in front of my friends but actually heart was crying..My innocent tears.....God will give back what u have done for me when the time has come..!! I really don't know what u will do the next, but i don't scare at all..Don't try to threat me anymore please..Suck u! U think who u are? Are not important at all child...I knew who u are anyway..Just i want to stop offend whoever..! Guys would not do such silly&lame things... Like u?? Bullshit=.= As u like and happy to post my *sexy,ugly,fat,tummy,shameful&etc...* , i don't scare.!! See who going to help u? I'm the innocent! I seriously get hurt, it taught me a lesson is to be more clever next time..Not to trust the fellow or even my friends... So bullshit..!
I'm so glad to have such buddies in my life..Especially my church buddies..They loves me so much that i could never know that..They worried me so much..They keep calling me and care of me..They prayed for me..They hugged me...I'm really glad to have u guys...I loves u all:) In my painful time, u guys accompany me, care me,hug me,makes me smile,help me,support me&etc..... That's what i need....The love.......from u all......:) Finally i knew how much my church buddies loves me.. School tomorrow,i really don't know how to face guys...So shame...!!! God..............Please,i beg u........*sigh

So pain.......

Happy & sad times...:D :'(

1st round yamcha..
2nd round yamcha..<< Nicholas

Yuppie, yesterday night yamcha twice with them.. Just reached church then another round came..Syok! Well,merely spend rm5 plus..After the 2nd round we went back to church was approximately 2a.m. plus already.All of us was tiring,and we planned the next morning to have badminton at Selayang Mall on 8a.m..But Gan Shin and I wanted to watch 公主嫁到 until 4a.m,okay first,we watched damn syok! But the next ep need to load for few minutes,in the few minutes Gan Shin fell asleep,was just 3a.m++=.= Oh no,she says to me if she fell asleep MUST ask her to wake..But i didn't! Because i saw her's pity tiring look i was like.........just let go larh! Lol just left me alone to syok on that time=.= Hoho, the main point start....This morning we OVERSLEPT...Wahahahaa! Because Gan Shin never set the alarm so we overslept=.= Nicholas called us many times but Gan Shin's phone was set as silent..Huh?? Fortunately i woke up for sneeze:D Only noticed that we overslept..He waited us for 1hour..How pity..Anyway Nicholas,we're so sorry to u & thanks :) Got skill de wor..:D

Guess how long we went out in this morning.? We went out for 7hours=.= We played badminton for 4hours,spend 1hour to had lunch,and spend 1hour++ to back..=.= How tired am I.. 3p.m++ reached church..4p.m have DANCE CLASS..Oh shit!!! TIRED!!! After dance we taken some photos by my laptop webcam..*sigh when i got to go, i.........i.......i.......broke the speaker wire!!!! Whole speaker can't use anymore...I'm so sorry...Really apologized to Guo Huan..i'm not purposely one! Forgive me:'( How? Imma cried through thy heart..The deep scaring & worrying are annoys=.= They said to me is okay is okay..But i knew speaker not
cheap at all..! Haih...God......help me!!!!!! PLEASE!! I BEGGED U LORD:(jump!!

Newest meee:)

Ahaaa!

Really looks younger;D

Love with Zi Ling:)

......

不知道为什么最近我的脾气那么坏..?? 真的不知道....是因为大姨妈来还是禁食的关系....我整个人就好像变了似的...很不喜欢这样的我. 今天在学校发脾气哭了,我达不到我的target..对我而言,不是因为压力..而是,我有的是时间..可是我没有把握没有珍惜在我的功课上..是我自己拿来衰..宁愿上网都不要做功课.我退步了,放假过后我的功课差到.........=.= 我答应我自己,从下个星期开始我会变回那勤力疯狂的我..今天老师骂我很多次,真的很不爽!可是都是因为我不进脑..我最讨厌的科目是数学,老师教了又教,每一题都问她*19面*,一定很不耐烦! 但,我真的对数学很有压力..*sigh
主啊,帮助我!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!><
我要宣告....我是可以的:)
我对自己很有信心:)

24.9.2010♥

Damn ugly!!

Hahahaaaa! It's looks ugly enough..But i like! 2days ago Gan Shin and I watched 公主嫁到 together.. The stupid suck line need load for a damn long time..Lag ha lag ha and we keep wait ha wait ha=.= Then we decided to take some lame photos..Haaaa look, damn ugly=.= After both of us 'beh tahan' eyes was going to close, then we took a nap...Finally, finished loaded then after watched whole ep straight to bed... Woooo..... Waiting the new morning:)

fellowship Part2♥

Oh happy day again:)

23.9.2010♥

Erhemmmm... Imma tell u guys.. I get bluff by MYFM,seriously i had a look for moon yesterday night but was raining..ISH!! I get bluff for moon twice.. I would never ever trust about moon's news again! No third time i swear!:p The 1st time, facebook showed a news that says 'tonight have 2moons on the sky', therefore,i go and asked my friend is it real..He said to me, yes i'm sure..! Well, i purposely went out yamcha with friends for seeking the moon..But once i look up the sky on the time..ARGHHH!! Where's the moon?Zzz=.= Zha dou~ The 2nd time and is the last time was occur last night..:)

Hmm... What happened to me during this afternoon..I was so angered about nothing=.= Maybe because of too hungry and.........ladies' something came each month^^ Well, I failed my S.C subject:( Wasted all my beloved time but end up FAILED!! How come?:(

Hey.....!!!!! Have a big surprise to your, i cut my hair!!:D It's looks more tidy and clear! The most important is.............looks young more....Wahahahahaaaaa! All says i look aunt but now i became youth la:DD Have a look:)before..

after..
Looks any different?LOL:D
Is it looks young more?:DD

♥

Oh well... Imma take my daddy as my topic here..
today is my daddy passed away 1year anniversary.. Planning next sunday go to visit daddy:)Time flies, blinked eyes 1year is due.. I miss him so much that u could ever know it.. Though our relationship was worst..But daddy,i loves u.. I've never ever hear u say the 3words I LOVE U to me before..How wasted:'( Sometimes, i would jealous to see such whoever have a great& full of loves' families..How great were them..I'm curious,some of them hates their parents..why? They loves u through their actions, even though they keep scolding or overelaborate with u,is because of they loves u& caring u....*sigh I'm envy Even's families' life style anyway..How sweet are them,as i knew her's daddy&mommy since last year till now..They're the most warm family that i ever tasted:) Eeeks..Is alright, that's God kindness:) Anyway daddy, i want to say the most disgusting&embarrassed words to u..I LOVE U♥

Mommy..Thanks for the time to caring&take care of me..I loves u too..Muackss♥ God bless u have a nice boyfriend ya:)

Fattie Isabel..Although i keep scolding u.*is good for u also* Lol,but i loves u three:) God bless u successful on your keep fit:)

Oops....Nobody says love me TIM.. Well, i knew my Heavenly Father and my beloved family loves me:)Mmmmmmmuackssssss♥


Aiksssssss^^

22.9.2010♥

Happy moon cake festival..:)
Whose going back to have celebration enjoy ya:)
Have a great glad tonight:)
Oh ya! tonight 12.20a.m the moon is the most bright and round! trust me buddies:)
I heard from MyFM...Wahaha!!:DD

21.9.2010♥

Happy Day♥

Alright, imma happy today.. know why? Yech! Finally mommy cooked today,how delicious! My gosh, i ate a big bow rice, getting to fat=.= Well, a rare opportunity to beg her to cook a dinner..Lol:D Sister and I said wanna to have 2nd round,suddenly a loud sound blew to us, "both of u more and more fat already, still want to have 2nd round huh@@ Fatties" said mommy..Lol both of us..........erm.......@@ We like!!!! Wahahahaha:D How naughty were us:DD

Hoho! I miss the drama we acted:) How funny were are..

I miss the NG time:DD

So cute:) And the funniest part:DDD

Anyway, i really miss the time so much..
But the time can't reverse anymore...=.=
Aiyeee@@ It's worse enough!

Okay, she's not yours only ok:)
Friendship is to share.. Ain't to selfish:)
Stop using the way to talk with me:)
I didn't offend u please:)
I really can't understand how come u have no any friends in your life..
Your attitude problem or else?
If so, change it:)
I guess,u've more friends if u change:)
I'm seriously friend:)
Friendship is important to me:)
Without them, my life sucks:)
But anyway, God is always be with me:)

I'll keep the secret u told me:)
But i hope u can come back to our house:)
We're waiting for u:)
Pray hardly with all thy heart:)
That's God loves:)
Brother, we loves u:)

Woots, finally end the Japan drama..The end of this drama was........shhhh...Because i realized that after i watched, many of u guys chasing too..wahahaha Anyway it's an awesome drama:) Imma chasing the 公主嫁到 right now!:)

Miss♥

19.9.2010♥

LOL this photo looks FIERCE=.= seriously, was ugly=.=

Hehe... It's obviously looks cried right??! Yea, i cried because i chasing 一公升的眼泪( A Japan drama) this drama.. It's awesome! I cried twice and twice..Finally i understand why this drama named 一公升的眼泪..Lol, how pity was the girl..This drama actually was a real story:( *sigh, God bless all the world:)Amen:)

Hmm.. Chatting with Fung ming by sms right now..! Hah, i miss her so much.. When the time we hang out again?:( The greatest regret is i keep busying of my own thingy..Lol PAISEH=p I miss the time with u guys.. The ex best friend were are^.^

Alright,went up to my grandma's house to have dinner and celebrated my grandpa's birthday.. Yeah! We was happy:) We taken some family photo:D Oow ya, my cousin Chan Yee just came out from melacca Daniel School.. He looks thin right now, became the handsome guy! Nowadays he was changed his life style.. I still remember the past Chan Yee,he was a guy who addicted with the computer games and the relationship with his parents was worse enough..But nowadays, his life showed us that...he changed and his relationship with his parents are well enough:)I'm glad for him:) Thanks God for changing him:) Praise goes out with u,Lord:)

多的是,你不知道的事...♥