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erm...
my dress for sunday singing competition..
is it look weird or whatever??
tell me if you saw this=)

24.6.2010♥

wootsss..
what a nice day today though i'm tired..
today..
is keep on doing my homework..i've to achieve my goal.. 40pages for 1 book..oh no !!
hah !! thinking backward when lunch time.. mide was so crazy today.don't know what's wrong with him..hah !!! he acted Jay Chou-晴天..omgosshh.. what a funny moment..hah !!!!
is always laugh out loud...xD sorry can't posting the video up here because i don't know how to watch at my laptop..hah !! what a noob on my laptop==
i was kinda tired recently because i slept at midnight during my school dayss ..keep chatting chatting..everyday is alwaysss facebook-ing,bloggie,and chatting...sien nah.....xD
fasting for the second day..i'm not hungry today at all..hah !! pro right......^^ by the way, can keep fit too...wuahahaha...~

atterin msn me yesnight, she asked me to be organiser for sunway lagoon trip.hah !!
me: i'm not that free recently worrr..
her:lol actually i don't have extra time to outing too because my car have to in hospital..and bankrup ady.==
me:haha me bankrup too what.
her:ask gugu and your mummy join too la.
me:mummy won't join one la, you know la,she's alwayssss lazy what..xD
her:haha, i need some timesss to keep fit and wear bikini first..lol
me:haha wow, my birthday is coming soon wor, buy bikini for me la...haha
her:what.? i'm going bankrup even shirnee have to eat porriage...lol
me:LOL...nvm then...~
something lame chatting la..~
seriously i don't have the brave to wear bikini la.. no any body shape..like porkk..xDxD
well...~~~~

argghh...~ bankrup soon la..my money was gone..let me finish all..xD
still have to buy this and that... sleep early and start dream baaa...hahaha....

thats all..=)

♥爱♥

爱...
最近的我..对爱...真的很敏感.. 无论是谁祷告爱,我都会很自然的哭...
从小到现在....我都很缺乏爱..尤其是父母的爱..
从小,爸爸妈咪都离婚,姐姐跟爸爸去马六甲,我就和妈咪一起留在这里.. 可是,我还是不是和妈咪住,住在我ahyi 家.. 从小,爸爸的妈妈,我的奶奶就很恨我... 因为我不像爸爸... 姐姐却很像..就疼到很过分..只要姐姐哭 我奶奶就会骂我妈咪..甚至被打.. 这样的奶奶...早死也好..!! 我真的很讨厌..
到我9岁,我就去一个宿舍3年.. 那个宿舍....充满了恶充满了邪..本来乖乖的我..被他们教到坏! 每次都被人欺负..真的很痛苦..出来了....就和姐姐回家和妈咪住了..慢慢,我们的感情也好了很多..
和爸爸的感情也慢慢好起来了..可是....... 半年前爸爸中了很多病..在医院几天而已,就去世了...
爸爸.....我爱你....♥
妈咪.....我爱你....♥
之前,还小的我.....却学人去谈恋爱..但几次,几次都被男生伤害..
每次都因为男生哭..很笨.. !!! 真的很伤....以前...我都要去找男朋友,还以为会得到爱..但原来....不是....!最近都一直祷告爱....好让我真的感受到耶稣的爱..也让我去学习爱那些不可爱的人..
因为我知道.....没有人爱的感觉...~~~
现在.....换了新教会,才让我感觉到爱.....♥虽然我的人际关系不是很好..但是我知道,只要去爱他们..他们也会爱我....~~=)
我都会没有安全感..去哪里坐哪里...都要在中间都要人陪我..因为我缺乏爱和安全感..我会很害怕..不知道为什么..==
我都会很羡慕那些幸福家庭..看到他们...真的很心疼..为什我没有得拥有?? 很不公平啊..!缺乏爱的家庭真的很不开心.....=(
但是我知道......神很爱我们....♥
很记得pastor.denise为我祷告..她祷告说'人的爱满足不到我,只有神的爱才满足我'
我哭了...因为神触摸我的心..感动我的心....所以.....人的爱是满足不到我的..(但是我还是要结婚啦)xD
爱.....♥
亲情♥
友情♥
爱情♥
爱....♥

23.6.2010♥

don't know what happened to my body recently><

♥webcam♥
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do u ever tried it before? rm5 so large...><

spicy dou><

wootsss...my favorite(ju yok sui)..xD

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fasting for 3days 2mealss... damn hungry.. but i knew i can do it and when i trust i'll get it.. !!
Ace msg me and told me my speaking tongue improved. wootss.. thanks God then=)
hungry !!!!!! drank 2cups of oat today..nice♥

oh no !!! no formal shirt for competition.. how?? they said no need too formal la.. haizz

i took a nap after i went home..from 6-9pm..piggy right?? someone said i piggy== tired ma..xD so cold this few daysss.. slept damn xu fok..hah !!

thats all=)

22.6.2010♥

haha cute lala picture^^ 2008 54'c look.

2008 me..

♥2009 chloe's look♥

2009 lala...><

♥2010 chloe's look♥


oh yea... very obvious i changed a lot from 2008 till now 2010.. getting more and more mature.. today, amy and my sister 'zat' me said... i look aunty><( what? aunty??) Zzzz because school came much of child.. actually all younger than me 1year or merely 2 yearss.. but they look 10years old la weiii...haha(so bad) sorry for hurting..haha thats why they said i look aunty== which part look aunty..?? Zzzz well, accustom la....hah !!

oow gosh..i fell asleep during class. kinda tired...!! because slept 3am woke up at 6++am..neh..chatting with someone else lo..hah !! muahzxxx...=)omgosshhh,morning is damn spirit la.but slowly get more tired.. from morning till now stomach aching none stop..don't know is it gastric or what..... damn pain !! so weird......~~~ i'm getting alright now.. =)

wootsss...~ hey i'm so frighten when i saw what u sent to me hey.. i didn't noticed at all><
y huh? i'm not that good or even a perfect girl.. damn curious..hah !!!!
no comment to u la..blehhh =p

♥

hah !!! do u know what i dreamed yesterday night ?? omg... its was so scary and cruel><
i dreamed..i've a baby in my stomach...ooow no.. so weird.and i was merely 16 years old in dream.. my mummy and my familiesss are not dudgeon at all..==
afterward suddenly stomach get painful.. and then waiting doctor to help me take baby out..xD
so geli..hmmmm luckily its was a dream=)

oow no.. 2 people dreamed me at the same time and told me at the same time.. hmm? is it too miss me huh? wuahahahaha.. 1 is dreamed me have a relationship with him.. another is dreamed my leg get pain...and swim..xDxD

21.6.2010♥

wootssss.. absent to school today. hey absolutely, i'm not lazy la.xD slept until 1++ only willing to woke up..same piggy as someone else..hah !! piggy dear..=p
i've a wedding dinner this friday. so unable to attend prayer meeting. i'm so wondered about it..>< normally we was not noticed they're couple in my old church== oow well, God bless them=) hmmm.. still thinking what dress i want to wear.. hah !! 6 dinner dresses left 3 x wear before.. kaka

I am lucky to knew a friend like you..miss miss♥ muahzx♥♥
time is running through.we chat everyday,we ♥ everyday,we zat each other everyday,we miss everyday,we webcam everyday,we did many thingsss together everyday..sweet♥♥
keep on sweet♥have a sweet daysssss♥

thats all...^^

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next sunday.
vocal competition. !
wootsss..~~~
scare i 'po ying'
hahaha!!
hope i can pass this test and get good mark^^
God bless

20.6.2010♥

yummy mc...^^

yo !! tooken by me^^

cuttie yrong^^

wootss..whos hungry right now? think to have it? hah !!

oow no..A4J..(bukit jalil)

YO !! EVERYBODY LET'S GET HIGH !!!^^

almost 2000people attend this big service.. high !!! syok !!^^

so cute(jovin) hah !!

wootss !! be careful man...^^

from 16-20.6.2010 i was stayed at my church !
hmm because of bukit jalil !
actually i damn regret that i x joining A4J..haiz. Its really a good choice to know more God.And i heard they shared about their feeling during in A4J..i really noticed and realized that we really have to love one another. This is the most big promise in our bible.. how we treat people..how God'll treat us too..love is important.. ! even though is parents,families,friends,and others who are uncute,and are black people hate'hak yan zhang'..try to love... but before love each other..must receive God's love first.. !!!
i want to fasting !!! to pray for my talentsss... such as dance,vocal,and musicss..<3

4days in church... start tomorrow at church too><
oow no..365daysss is in my church..hah !!!
because my school is there too.. tomorrow start school la..am i still in holiday mood?
hmm maybe nope !! because holiday is doing my homework too.. hah !!! how hardworking..^^
well... think it will get boring..haha teacher pei yu..i miss u...^^

chloenoobshit.com
try to search it...XDXD
nice website..haha

dance this afternoon when they're listening the Acts.
damn worry about my dance..omg !!
starting more and more serious for it ! and i've no dance talent.. ! too bad=(
amos asked me to have more confidence..but when i dance my confidence is gone><
matthew said i've talent !! i'm the one who dance well in class.. but i knew i'm not !haiz..have to pray for it=)

birthday is coming soon.. nothing special i think..will not celebrate ba..~ nvm nia.. i've accustom it actually..hah !! not excited at all..^^

yo !!!
finally.....finally i can control the feeling..hah !! i've no any strong feeling on you already...hah !!syok !! now is not the time yet^^

thats all...^^

15.6.2010

wootss..
today was nothing special~
what's my topic today.
well, finally i done my house duty.finally clean
such as sweep and mop the floor, clean the dust,wash toilet and platess.
need used much of energy to finish it !
thankss God i still young..xD

not going out this 2 days...
damn boring ><
who can find some activities to me==
omgosh !!