Tuesday, June 29, 2010

29.6.2010♥













3couples here=) sweet=)


well, went out to menjalara ate steamboat with church memberss for celebrate me,constance,and fu guo's birthday.. i was unnoticed that the cake have my name CHLOE..xD
get shocked== anyway.. was boring.. although is celebrate our's birthday but, nobody else come and chat with me.. so lonely... what a boring celebration==
without heart.... nvm... i was glad that they knew and remember my birthday^^
thanksss u guysss..love ya...=)

count down 3dayssss..
no any mood la weiiii==
boring..~~

Monday, June 28, 2010

28.6.2010

count down 4dayssss...
my birthday is coming..
ermmm...
many people asked me what present do i want.?
hmm actually i want many thingsss...hah !!
but damn paiseh to tell what i want nia..
coz its expensive==
well..
i merely want a wishes by heart...
and i'll get more happy=)

damn tired today..==
go where and sleep where..
hah !!
few second fall asleep..
too tired !!
scare get catch by my teacher..
but i still take out the brave to sleep...wuahahahahaa!!!

Sunday, June 27, 2010

27.6.2010












dance class=)
so fun when dance..hah !! matthew said my dance improve so fast..wow...^^
and i can dance same stepss with amos and matthew ady..how glad am i...^^
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webcam-ing=)
yesterday night.....(midnight)
jovin,me,and matthew webcam and chat at msn..
we 3 38 gia..xD
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sing competition.
wootsss..
second time i stand on the stage with myself.
nobody else on stage..
guess why..?
i've a singing competition today..
what my mood actually?
is so scary and excited..
i knew i was not the one who sing well today but,i knew have one day i can sing as well as the champion today...wuahahahahahahaha(matthew)
by faith to God,and have confidence to self..~
as me....
i was so so so excited and scare..
thats why my 'zhunag tai' not really well..
but i get clothes praises..xDxD
and before that, the mc said i've a old mature look==
ish !!!!
hahaa..
ah beh treated me so good...he help me infront the stage..help me counted beatsss..
hah !!!!^^
love u guyssss=)
God bless
thats all=)
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Thursday, June 24, 2010





erm...
my dress for sunday singing competition..
is it look weird or whatever??
tell me if you saw this=)

24.6.2010♥

wootsss..
what a nice day today though i'm tired..
today..
is keep on doing my homework..i've to achieve my goal.. 40pages for 1 book..oh no !!
hah !! thinking backward when lunch time.. mide was so crazy today.don't know what's wrong with him..hah !!! he acted Jay Chou-晴天..omgosshh.. what a funny moment..hah !!!!
is always laugh out loud...xD sorry can't posting the video up here because i don't know how to watch at my laptop..hah !! what a noob on my laptop==
i was kinda tired recently because i slept at midnight during my school dayss ..keep chatting chatting..everyday is alwaysss facebook-ing,bloggie,and chatting...sien nah.....xD
fasting for the second day..i'm not hungry today at all..hah !! pro right......^^ by the way, can keep fit too...wuahahaha...~

atterin msn me yesnight, she asked me to be organiser for sunway lagoon trip.hah !!
me: i'm not that free recently worrr..
her:lol actually i don't have extra time to outing too because my car have to in hospital..and bankrup ady.==
me:haha me bankrup too what.
her:ask gugu and your mummy join too la.
me:mummy won't join one la, you know la,she's alwayssss lazy what..xD
her:haha, i need some timesss to keep fit and wear bikini first..lol
me:haha wow, my birthday is coming soon wor, buy bikini for me la...haha
her:what.? i'm going bankrup even shirnee have to eat porriage...lol
me:LOL...nvm then...~
something lame chatting la..~
seriously i don't have the brave to wear bikini la.. no any body shape..like porkk..xDxD
well...~~~~

argghh...~ bankrup soon la..my money was gone..let me finish all..xD
still have to buy this and that... sleep early and start dream baaa...hahaha....

thats all..=)

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

♥爱♥

爱...
最近的我..对爱...真的很敏感.. 无论是谁祷告爱,我都会很自然的哭...
从小到现在....我都很缺乏爱..尤其是父母的爱..
从小,爸爸妈咪都离婚,姐姐跟爸爸去马六甲,我就和妈咪一起留在这里.. 可是,我还是不是和妈咪住,住在我ahyi 家.. 从小,爸爸的妈妈,我的奶奶就很恨我... 因为我不像爸爸... 姐姐却很像..就疼到很过分..只要姐姐哭 我奶奶就会骂我妈咪..甚至被打.. 这样的奶奶...早死也好..!! 我真的很讨厌..
到我9岁,我就去一个宿舍3年.. 那个宿舍....充满了恶充满了邪..本来乖乖的我..被他们教到坏! 每次都被人欺负..真的很痛苦..出来了....就和姐姐回家和妈咪住了..慢慢,我们的感情也好了很多..
和爸爸的感情也慢慢好起来了..可是....... 半年前爸爸中了很多病..在医院几天而已,就去世了...
爸爸.....我爱你....♥
妈咪.....我爱你....♥
之前,还小的我.....却学人去谈恋爱..但几次,几次都被男生伤害..
每次都因为男生哭..很笨.. !!! 真的很伤....以前...我都要去找男朋友,还以为会得到爱..但原来....不是....!最近都一直祷告爱....好让我真的感受到耶稣的爱..也让我去学习爱那些不可爱的人..
因为我知道.....没有人爱的感觉...~~~
现在.....换了新教会,才让我感觉到爱.....♥虽然我的人际关系不是很好..但是我知道,只要去爱他们..他们也会爱我....~~=)
我都会没有安全感..去哪里坐哪里...都要在中间都要人陪我..因为我缺乏爱和安全感..我会很害怕..不知道为什么..==
我都会很羡慕那些幸福家庭..看到他们...真的很心疼..为什我没有得拥有?? 很不公平啊..!缺乏爱的家庭真的很不开心.....=(
但是我知道......神很爱我们....♥
很记得pastor.denise为我祷告..她祷告说'人的爱满足不到我,只有神的爱才满足我'
我哭了...因为神触摸我的心..感动我的心....所以.....人的爱是满足不到我的..(但是我还是要结婚啦)xD
爱.....♥
亲情♥
友情♥
爱情♥
爱....♥

23.6.2010♥



don't know what happened to my body recently><
♥webcam
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do u ever tried it before? rm5 so large...><
spicy dou><
wootsss...my favorite(ju yok sui)..xD
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fasting for 3days 2mealss... damn hungry.. but i knew i can do it and when i trust i'll get it.. !!
Ace msg me and told me my speaking tongue improved. wootss.. thanks God then=)
hungry !!!!!! drank 2cups of oat today..nice

oh no !!! no formal shirt for competition.. how?? they said no need too formal la.. haizz

i took a nap after i went home..from 6-9pm..piggy right?? someone said i piggy== tired ma..xD so cold this few daysss.. slept damn xu fok..hah !!

thats all=)