30.6.2010♥

Happy Birthday to fu guo=)

oh well..~ count down 2 daysss..my birthday is coming..wootss..

i'm using amy's laptop right now.! i x brng my laptop,thats why have to borrow by her..hah !!

just finish english speaking class.. i was like..... excited..xD because we should 1 by 1 to stand up to speak... today's topic is 'what's we did in last 2weeks of holidayss' ..because we no class for almost 1 month..hah !!!

okay...

fasting for 2mealsss this 3dayss again.. well,we prayed for guo huan because he's getting unwell, and staying at hospital right now.. his white blood cells is getting less and less now,is more and more dangerous.. so.... anyone can pray for him...God bless and God heal=)

thatss all=)

29.6.2010♥

3couples here=) sweet=)

well, went out to menjalara ate steamboat with church memberss for celebrate me,constance,and fu guo's birthday.. i was unnoticed that the cake have my name CHLOE..xD
get shocked== anyway.. was boring.. although is celebrate our's birthday but, nobody else come and chat with me.. so lonely... what a boring celebration==
without heart.... nvm... i was glad that they knew and remember my birthday^^
thanksss u guysss..love ya...=)

count down 3dayssss..
no any mood la weiiii==
boring..~~

28.6.2010

count down 4dayssss...
my birthday is coming..
ermmm...
many people asked me what present do i want.?
hmm actually i want many thingsss...hah !!
but damn paiseh to tell what i want nia..
coz its expensive==
well..
i merely want a wishes by heart...
and i'll get more happy=)

damn tired today..==
go where and sleep where..
hah !!
few second fall asleep..
too tired !!
scare get catch by my teacher..
but i still take out the brave to sleep...wuahahahahaa!!!

27.6.2010

dance class=)
so fun when dance..hah !! matthew said my dance improve so fast..wow...^^
and i can dance same stepss with amos and matthew ady..how glad am i...^^

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webcam-ing=)
yesterday night.....(midnight)
jovin,me,and matthew webcam and chat at msn..
we 3 38 gia..xD

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sing competition.
wootsss..
second time i stand on the stage with myself.
nobody else on stage..
guess why..?
i've a singing competition today..
what my mood actually?
is so scary and excited..
i knew i was not the one who sing well today but,i knew have one day i can sing as well as the champion today...wuahahahahahahaha(matthew)
by faith to God,and have confidence to self..~
as me....
i was so so so excited and scare..
thats why my 'zhunag tai' not really well..
but i get clothes praises..xDxD
and before that, the mc said i've a old mature look==
ish !!!!
hahaa..
ah beh treated me so good...he help me infront the stage..help me counted beatsss..
hah !!!!^^
love u guyssss=)
God bless
thats all=)

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♥

erm...
my dress for sunday singing competition..
is it look weird or whatever??
tell me if you saw this=)

24.6.2010♥

wootsss..
what a nice day today though i'm tired..
today..
is keep on doing my homework..i've to achieve my goal.. 40pages for 1 book..oh no !!
hah !! thinking backward when lunch time.. mide was so crazy today.don't know what's wrong with him..hah !!! he acted Jay Chou-晴天..omgosshh.. what a funny moment..hah !!!!
is always laugh out loud...xD sorry can't posting the video up here because i don't know how to watch at my laptop..hah !! what a noob on my laptop==
i was kinda tired recently because i slept at midnight during my school dayss ..keep chatting chatting..everyday is alwaysss facebook-ing,bloggie,and chatting...sien nah.....xD
fasting for the second day..i'm not hungry today at all..hah !! pro right......^^ by the way, can keep fit too...wuahahaha...~

atterin msn me yesnight, she asked me to be organiser for sunway lagoon trip.hah !!
me: i'm not that free recently worrr..
her:lol actually i don't have extra time to outing too because my car have to in hospital..and bankrup ady.==
me:haha me bankrup too what.
her:ask gugu and your mummy join too la.
me:mummy won't join one la, you know la,she's alwayssss lazy what..xD
her:haha, i need some timesss to keep fit and wear bikini first..lol
me:haha wow, my birthday is coming soon wor, buy bikini for me la...haha
her:what.? i'm going bankrup even shirnee have to eat porriage...lol
me:LOL...nvm then...~
something lame chatting la..~
seriously i don't have the brave to wear bikini la.. no any body shape..like porkk..xDxD
well...~~~~

argghh...~ bankrup soon la..my money was gone..let me finish all..xD
still have to buy this and that... sleep early and start dream baaa...hahaha....

thats all..=)

♥爱♥

爱...
最近的我..对爱...真的很敏感.. 无论是谁祷告爱,我都会很自然的哭...
从小到现在....我都很缺乏爱..尤其是父母的爱..
从小,爸爸妈咪都离婚,姐姐跟爸爸去马六甲,我就和妈咪一起留在这里.. 可是,我还是不是和妈咪住,住在我ahyi 家.. 从小,爸爸的妈妈,我的奶奶就很恨我... 因为我不像爸爸... 姐姐却很像..就疼到很过分..只要姐姐哭 我奶奶就会骂我妈咪..甚至被打.. 这样的奶奶...早死也好..!! 我真的很讨厌..
到我9岁,我就去一个宿舍3年.. 那个宿舍....充满了恶充满了邪..本来乖乖的我..被他们教到坏! 每次都被人欺负..真的很痛苦..出来了....就和姐姐回家和妈咪住了..慢慢,我们的感情也好了很多..
和爸爸的感情也慢慢好起来了..可是....... 半年前爸爸中了很多病..在医院几天而已,就去世了...
爸爸.....我爱你....♥
妈咪.....我爱你....♥
之前,还小的我.....却学人去谈恋爱..但几次,几次都被男生伤害..
每次都因为男生哭..很笨.. !!! 真的很伤....以前...我都要去找男朋友,还以为会得到爱..但原来....不是....!最近都一直祷告爱....好让我真的感受到耶稣的爱..也让我去学习爱那些不可爱的人..
因为我知道.....没有人爱的感觉...~~~
现在.....换了新教会,才让我感觉到爱.....♥虽然我的人际关系不是很好..但是我知道,只要去爱他们..他们也会爱我....~~=)
我都会没有安全感..去哪里坐哪里...都要在中间都要人陪我..因为我缺乏爱和安全感..我会很害怕..不知道为什么..==
我都会很羡慕那些幸福家庭..看到他们...真的很心疼..为什我没有得拥有?? 很不公平啊..!缺乏爱的家庭真的很不开心.....=(
但是我知道......神很爱我们....♥
很记得pastor.denise为我祷告..她祷告说'人的爱满足不到我,只有神的爱才满足我'
我哭了...因为神触摸我的心..感动我的心....所以.....人的爱是满足不到我的..(但是我还是要结婚啦)xD
爱.....♥
亲情♥
友情♥
爱情♥
爱....♥